I’m starting to distance myself from people again, I just don’t want to hurt anyone or be a burden to them. College is stressful enough I don’t want to be an addition to their troubles. But sometimes I just wish someone would force themselves on me and be there for me when I don’t ask or even when I tell them I want to be alone. I know I need it even know I won’t always admit it. 


Jesus, take my heart. Take my will. Take my intellect. Take it all. Be my everything.